meant to be

Is there an age or year of your life you would re-live?

Currently listening to: vampire – Olivia Rodrigo

You’re so convincingHow do you lie without flinching? (How do you lie, how do you lie, how do you lie?)Ooh, what a mesmerizing, paralyzing, fucked-up little thrillCan’t figure out just how you do it, and God knows I never willWent for me, and not her‘Cause girls your age know better

This seems to be a loaded question.  I think that things happen for a reason.  There’s a purpose for everyone I meet whether it’s to test me, teach me something, use and abuse me, or bring out the very best of me.  Either way, I don’t take it for granted.  

There would be three instances right off the bat that I would like to re-live.

  1. Spending time with my dad.  God, I miss him so much…
  2. My first date with Rez-D.  The anticipation of meeting him after he’d chased me for so long.  
  3. Having sex with Zaddy.  It was THAT good. Heh.

Runner ups:

  • Being chosen to be on a board game cover and the whole experience.
  • Winning piano state and national contests.  It was truly exhilarating and yet I’ve never felt so relieved at the same time.
  • Living in Korea for months at a time and staying with my grandparents.  Not only did I get to spend time with my fam…my Korean was phenomenal, I continued piano lessons in the motherland, and I was the most popular kid in the neighborhood because I was from the US.  The guys wanted to exchange gifts and letters with me, it was fun times.  

 


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7 responses to “meant to be”

  1. Nicholas K F Matte Avatar

    I didn’t know you played piano! 😃

    1. justrojie Avatar

      Hah yes….i was a concert pianist

  2. noga noga Avatar

    🌿Hey, good times are coming Rojie

    1. justrojie Avatar

      I hope so 💜💜

      1. noga noga Avatar

        💚💚🙋🏻‍♀️

  3. ibarynt Avatar

    That’s as good as it gets! ..

    Your dad 🤗🤗🤗

    1. justrojie Avatar

      It sure is!! 🤗

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