Currently listening to: vampire – Olivia Rodrigo
How do you lie without flinching? (How do you lie, how do you lie, how do you lie?)
Ooh, what a mesmerizing, paralyzing, fucked-up little thrill
Can’t figure out just how you do it, and God knows I never will
Went for me, and not her
‘Cause girls your age know better
Is there an age or year of your life you would re-live?

This seems to be a loaded question. I think that things happen for a reason. There’s a purpose for everyone I meet whether it’s to test me, teach me something, use and abuse me, or bring out the very best of me. Either way, I don’t take it for granted.
There would be three instances right off the bat that I would like to re-live.
- spending time with my dad. God, I miss him so much…
- my first date with Chris. The anticipation of it all was overwhelming but beautiful.
- having sex with Zaddy. It was THAT good. Heh.
Runner ups:
- being chosen to be on a board game cover and the whole experience.
- winning piano state and national contests. It was truly exhilarating and yet I’ve never been so relieved at the same time.
- living in Korea for months at a time, staying with my grandparents. Not only did I get to spend time with my fam, my Korean was phenomenal. I continued piano lessons in the motherland and I quickly became the most popular kid in the neighborhood because I was that girl from America. The guys wanted to exchange gifts and letters with me, it was tres fun times.
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