What’s a topic or issue about which you’ve changed your mind? When I had my previous blog (which was a stand alone site not affiliated with WP or anything), I thought that transparency and freedom of speech were important.  These were things that I valued as an American.  So I went off spewing all sorts…

A few things before I start the month: I had every intention of posting more feet pics on my feetfinder account but my toenail cracked (it happens sometimes due to my anemia) so I’ll have to wait till it looks better and then go back for a pedicure. Got an email from WordPress about becoming…

Currently listening to: No Need to Argue – The Cranberries Sometimes, I can hear my neighbors screaming in Korean.  It makes me extremely uncomfortable.  The dad sounds almost belligerent, it’s hard to tell what language that he’s shouting in.  They seem to do this every month. I called the cops on them a couple of…

The one I actually want is the body sculpt leggings in verdant green but it’s $58.99 (including the 31% off).  They also have the body sculpt leggings (reversible wear) in forest green/oasis green for $84.99. I am still on the fence about it. Ugh.  Maybe I’ll wait for Black Friday or Cyber Monday and hope…

I was being terrorized in my own home. A mosquito from hell entered my house and bit the shit out of me.  It’s gotten me seven times before I was able to squash the crap out of it.  Yippee ki yay, MF. I’ve developed Skeeter syndrome from the damn mosquito bites.  Not only is it…

Currently listening to: Creep – Radiohead. Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You’re so fuckin’ special I wish I was special It’s been a day to say the least.  There are days when I’ll turn my phone off just to escape from the digital world.  I dislike phone calls, especially from numbers that I…

I chopped off four inches of my hair, it still hits a little below the shoulders.  It was growing like there was no tomorrow. If you watch K-dramas, you’re probably familiar with 가체, traditionally worn during the Silla period till they were banned during the Jeoson dynasty.  Of course, theirs was more ornate, bigger, and…

Playing: No More Drama – Charlie Puth Beau Mec and I were at the bar, minding our own business, having a drink, when all the sudden an Indian couple came and sat next to us.  Ugh.  Why?  There were plenty of other seats elsewhere.  Couldn’t they sit over there instead? I began feeling uncomfortable with…

My friend and I have different definitions when it comes to fucking around in the flesh. Maybe I have my walls up too high…and I don’t require as much physical touch as she does, although every once in a while I do crave being hugged tightly. It sucks catching feelings when you don’t want to…

I need help. I haven’t bought clothes in forever and I need new fits. This store keeps showing up on my feed so I think I’ll give it a try but there are so many cute outfits that I can’t pick. The reviews say the quality is okay, better than fast fashion stores, and the…

In heavy rotation: You’re on Your Own, Kid – Taylor Swift Lots of things are going on right now so let’s get into it: I’m tired of this demure shit, it’s gotten me nowhere and the ratchet in me is waiting to come out.  I am annoying myself with this sad sack emo nonsense that…

Currently listening to: Cry – Cigarettes After Sex It’s making you cry every time You give your love to me this way Saying you’d wait for me to stay I know it hurts you We started our journey together in Minnesota.  From there on out, whenever I moved… he moved.  For three states, this went…

Currently listening to: We Didn’t Start the Fire – Fall Out Boy Trump gets impeached twice, Polar bears got no ice Fyre Fest, Black Parade, Michael Phelps, Y2K Boris Johnson, Brexit, Kanye West and Taylor Swift Stranger Things, Tiger King, Ever Given, Suez We didn’t start the fire It was always burning since the world’s…

From a few years ago. We look absolutely ridiculous. We decided to be zombies because we were dead inside. My friends recommended that I be a zombie cat cause I’m skittish around people. I’d love nothing more than to hide and sleep. If you’re nice and patient with me, I might let you touch me…depending…

Currently listening to: Cinnamon Girl – Lana Del Rey There’s things I wanna talk about But better not to give But if you hold me without hurting me You’ll be the first who ever did After dinner, he followed me home. I was too tired to take a shower.  Instead, I changed into my pajamas…

Currently listening to: everything i wanted – Billie Eilish Coulda been a nightmareBut it felt like they were right thereAnd it feels like yesterday was a year agoBut I don’t wanna let anybody know‘Cause everybody wants something from me nowAnd I don’t wanna let ’em down Here’s the overthinking in me.  As I was compiling…

Currently listening to: The Way I am – Eminem ‘Cause I am whatever you say I am If I wasn’t, then why would I say I am? In the paper, the news, every day I am Ha, I don’t know, that’s just the way I am Reflections by Iba tagged me in this WP game. …

Currently listening to: Last Night – Morgan Wallen Might try to sing this at the NRB. Started with a nice little earthquake in the morning and then the group chats started popping off. Then it was non-stop work and meetings. Got the flu shot. Drink protein shake #1. Slept in my car during my lunch…

Currently listening to: I’m A Slave 4 U – Britney Spears I have this love-hate relationship with the gym.  Whenever I go, I usually sign up for the whatever classes aren’t full or spend an hour or more doing cardio.  But that isn’t helping with the fatness that’s going on my hips, thighs, core, and…

I didn’t watch the debate. I stopped watching the news a long time ago. The fires are growing and it’s not contained at all. My phone was going off nonstop from friends and fam. I found it to be hella annoying to me so I actually turned my phone off and watched Furiosa instead. I…

Fuck these fires that are going on in SoCal. My friends keep texting me about the progress of the fires. It’s burned over 8500 acres and it’s slowly inching its way closer to me and my friends. I hope the firefighters get it contained soon… And Rae (an outlier of the group) who asked me…

Mood: wistful Currently listening to: feel like shit – Tate McRae Oh, I won’t lie, I thought I might dieI couldn’t even sleep at allAnd maybe I’ll get used to it (ah, ah)But right now I just feel like shit (ah, ah) Just a few questions, if you have the answers, I’d greatly appreciate it:…

Sometimes we talk about what’s living rent free in our minds.  Hers happens to be about a man who slipped through her fingers.  Now, he’s an intrusive thought that pops into her brain relentlessly.  Uninvited.  How rude. People come and go. Like the ocean tides coming to and fro. Regrets, bitterness, and heartache. Questioning how…

Currently listening to: How Did it End? – Taylor Swift Say it once again with feeling How the death rattle breathing Silenced as the soul was leaving The deflation of our dreaming Leaving me bereft and reeling My beloved ghost and me Sitting in a tree D-Y-I-N-G Several months passed and Zaddy and I were…

I am guilty of this.  There’s nothing worse than a good looking man who speaks unintelligibly. I’m extremely attracted to highly intelligent men.  Men who are well read, articulate, have sensitive intelligence, motivated, and are polished….fuck, I think it’s sexy AF. But I think most women do too. During the tenth grade in high school,…

Currently listening to: When You’re Gone – Avril Lavigne When you’re gone The pieces of my heart are missin’ you And when you’re gone The face I came to know is missin’ too Two days had passed since the meeting with my dad’s healthcare team. My brother and I were not on speaking terms.  He…

Currently listening to: loml – Taylor Swift For whatever reason, I had this song on an hour loop while driving to work.  The lyrics sank in and every time I heard the words over and over, I could feel an overwhelming feeling of sadness.  Before I knew it, I found myself bawling like a little…

Currently listening to: Tally – Blackpink I say “fuck it” when I feel it ‘Cause no one’s keeping tally, I do what I want with who I like I ain’t gon’ conceal it While you talking all that shit, I’ll be getting mine, getting mine   Being Korean is one of the hardest things I…

Currently listening to: Forever – Suho Lead me to the way towards you I’ve been waitin’ for so long I’m ready to run to you I’m probably the worst person to get relationship advice from but people frequently want to talk about it with me. Why?  IDK but bless their little hearts.  Now imagine me…

Currently listening to: Stan – Eminem feat. Dido My tea’s gone cold, I’m wondering why IGot out of bed at allThe morning rain clouds up my windowAnd I can’t see at all The other day, I was cleaning my bathroom, it instantly reminded me of Tae.  He was a major league Stan. We are both…

I woke up to find a text from Beau Mec.  He told me about his latest move.  Then it dawned on me that I never followed up and finished writing about “us”. Currently listening to: The Tortured Poets Department – Taylor Swift No-fucking-body (Who’s gonna hold you? Who’s gonna hold you?) Nobody (Who’s gonna hold…

I’m in several group chats with various girlfriends. Some of the main characters overlap in the chats. Most of the time, we’re typing shit to each other or catching up in life. We don’t take offense to what’s being written.  We trash talk consistently. We’re just being ridiculous and having a good time. Nothing but…

There’s a lot going on right now: looking at flights to the big island, the audacity of Hawaiian airlines sending me emails full of deals. My mind is not on work. I got summoned for jury duty.  I hope I catch a case…for once.  I go every time, hoping that I will get a big…

Currently listening to: I Can Do It With a Broken Heart – Taylor Swift ‘Cause I’m a real tough kid, I can handle my shitThey said, “Babe, you gotta fake it ’til you make it” and I didLights, camera, bitch smile, even when you wanna die Me: Would it be okay if I was the…

One of my male friends was complaining about how he’s unable to find a suitable partner.  I think it’s mostly because he is very conservative and his political views can be a turn off to many females.  He is a short king, he doesn’t clear six feet but he has other redeeming qualities.  He is…

Currently listening to: Apocalypse – Cigarettes After Sex Kisses on the foreheads of the loversWrapped in your arms You’ve been hiding them in hollowed out pianosLeft in the dark Got the music in you, babyTell me why As much as I love getting fucked stupid with my eyes rolling back into my head as if…

“ㅋㅋ 바쁘신사봐여.. 답이 없으셔. TT.T” He’s straight off the boat…I mean the 비행기. He’s a doctor. He’s nothing like the k-dramas though. Yes, he’s full of compliments and is kind, I suppose. He’s tall and average looking. On paper, he’s every Korean parent’s wet dream. But it doesn’t feel…natural. Something is missing. Maybe, Korean dramas…

Currently listening to: Zombie – The Cranberries Days turned into weeks.  Weeks turned into nearly a month.  I spent most of my days at the hospital living in the waiting room or in my dad’s room in the ICU.  My mom and I alternated where we slept while my brother took care of the logistics…