anti-hero (rojie’s version)

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Currently listening to: Anti-Hero – Taylor Swift

I should not be left to my own devices
They come with prices and vices
I end up in crisis (tale as old as time)
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day, I’ll watch as you’re leaving
‘Cause you got tired of my scheming
(For the last time)

What’s one thing you’re feeling right now?

It’s complicated.

I care easily. I can get attached quickly, but most people won’t know because I try to play it off or behave as if I am indifferent because I’m afraid of abandonment. Yet somehow, in the middle of all that, I’m convinced that I’m the common denominator, the difficult one, the person people eventually get tired of and toss to the side.

I love people (most) and yet, I still assume that I am unloveable.

It’s my toxic trait.

It’s me, hi, I’m the problem, it’s me (I’m the problem, it’s me)


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41 responses to “anti-hero (rojie’s version)”

  1. Jesse Pallante Avatar

    You are awesome 👌. You bend of backwards for your patients. You are a great person, just saying.

    1. justrojie Avatar

      thank you so much, Jesse!

  2. Clay Tucker Avatar

    people can be really awful!

    you are not awful at all, what’s weird is that the best people seem to attract the awful ones

    i love people too, omg it can hurt so much especially when i find out they have selfish motivations

    there is nothing wrong with you!!! the world depends on great people like you

    1. justrojie Avatar

      thank you, Clay! I really appreciate it.

  3. Hazel Avatar

    Oh Rojie. Sending you warm hugs. You are loved. Don’t ever think your unlovable.🤍

    1. justrojie Avatar

      thank you, Hazel 🙂

      1. Hazel Avatar

        My pleasure, Rojie. Enjoy your Sunday!

  4. April Avatar

    I ain’t getting tired of ya!! ❤️

    1. justrojie Avatar

      aw thank you, April!

  5. Violet Lentz Avatar

    We share this. I have to wonder if it is a Gemini thing……

    1. justrojie Avatar

      i’m starting to think that it is

  6. Kymber @booomcha Avatar

    Your post is so honest and open. I’m someone who easily gets hurt even though I try not to be that way. I feel for you.

    1. justrojie Avatar

      thank you Kymber

  7. Nakedandy Avatar

    Is that you on the picture

    1. justrojie Avatar

      lol nah i think she’s latina, it was from IG

      1. Nakedandy Avatar

        Nice looking girl

  8. utahan15 Avatar

    hide lair
    some one lovely lady woman
    is still there

    1. justrojie Avatar

      that’s why i’m skittish

      1. utahan15 Avatar

        who isnt? marykyala was too!

        1. justrojie Avatar

          idk who that is…

          1. utahan15 Avatar

            an old ally from those yahoo chat days. a woman who had a husky voice and loved her horse.

          2. justrojie Avatar

            Ahh that’s cool! What’s yahoo chat?

          3. utahan15 Avatar

            non extant since 2014

          4. justrojie Avatar

            Bummer woulda been cool to try

          5. utahan15 Avatar

            yes like what s your sign and your pn? lmao

          6. justrojie Avatar

            Gemini? 😆

          7. utahan15 Avatar

            gemini our ai goddess

  9. Livora Gracely Avatar

    There’s something quietly freeing in how this owns the contradictions instead of resolving them. It doesn’t ask to be admired or corrected—just acknowledged. That honesty is what stayed with me.

    1. justrojie Avatar

      Thanks so much Livora!

  10. Nicholas K F Matte Avatar

    Ohhh hahaha!!! You’re a brilliant girl Ro.!!!

    1. justrojie Avatar

      thank you, Nico!!

  11. Nicholas K F Matte Avatar

    Ahhh, I watched the video!! Yes, yup, you’re SOOOO very interesting Ro.!!!

    1. justrojie Avatar

      it’s one of my favs!

  12. ianmdudley Avatar

    Does your dog love you?

    Unconditionally?

    Then you’re fine. It’s definitely NOT you.

    It’s hard and, frankly, terrifying to put yourself out there. And not without risk. But worth it in the end.

    The end being reaching an age where you have no f*cks left to give what other people think.

    Because you have a dog waiting for you at home that loves you.

    1. justrojie Avatar

      my dog loves me most when i give him treats lol

      1. ianmdudley Avatar

        Don’t you wish people were that easy to win over?

        1. justrojie Avatar

          that would def make life easier

  13. ibarynt Avatar

    Not an easy terrain to navigate the self. You’re also loved for just being you.

    1. justrojie Avatar

      it sucks and there’s really no playbook for it either…

      1. ibarynt Avatar

        Seriously. Where are all the experts who write all the books huh 🤐

  14. S.J. Hunter Avatar

    One emoji girl. 💜

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