LINK: anti-hero (rojie’s version)
Currently listening to: Anti-Hero – Taylor Swift
I should not be left to my own devices
They come with prices and vices
I end up in crisis (tale as old as time)
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day, I’ll watch as you’re leaving
‘Cause you got tired of my scheming
(For the last time)
What’s one thing you’re feeling right now?

It’s complicated.
I care easily. I can get attached quickly, but most people won’t know because I try to play it off or behave as if I am indifferent because I’m afraid of abandonment. Yet somehow, in the middle of all that, I’m convinced that I’m the common denominator, the difficult one, the person people eventually get tired of and toss to the side.
I love people (most) and yet, I still assume that I am unloveable.
It’s my toxic trait.
It’s me, hi, I’m the problem, it’s me (I’m the problem, it’s me)
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