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What did you survive?

Quite a few things in my short life thus far (in no particular order):

  • Sam, my junior high stalker.
12 and counting
  • Four MVAs
    • was rear ended on the 405 during rush hour and I pulled over to look at the damage but the person kept going
    • I was at a stop light and the car in front of me decided for no good reason to go in reverse and hit my car.
    • My friend and I were on our way to an exhibit, I had a green light, went straight through the intersection—and a car t-boned my side, full force, when he blew a red light.
    • Another instance was when I was rear ended again when the highway was at a standstill
  • the pandemic
  • going to a Korean work camp disguised as a church camp in the motherland
adulting
  • being targeted by the worst director ever before I left and then took half the staff with me
  • DJT’s first term
  • the inbox of shame – work tasks building up
  • my parents
  • breakups
  • almost being raped
electric daisy carnival
  • being bullied relentlessly when I was in preschool, kindergarten, and grade school
  • active shooters on work campus
  • my dad’s death and the passing of my grandparents on both sides of the fam, six uncles, one aunt, three friends, and several patients
  • natural disasters – earthquakes, tornadoes, fires, blizzards

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21 responses to “stalkerazzi”

  1. Nicholas K F Matte Avatar
    Nicholas K F Matte

    ….took half the staff with you???? THIS is very good!! Lol!!

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    1. justrojie Avatar
      justrojie

      hehe thank you, Nico!

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  2. Ajinkya Rane Avatar
    Ajinkya Rane

    Oh my!

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    1. justrojie Avatar
      justrojie

      oh my indeed

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      1. Ajinkya Rane Avatar
        Ajinkya Rane

        You are one tough cookie! Easily could become a superspy and save the world!

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        1. justrojie Avatar
          justrojie

          😆 idk about being a super spy but I can read people a lot better now

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  3. Hazel Avatar
    Hazel

    This sounds too much to be experienced. I’m sorry to hear that, Rojie. Keep safe and I hope there’s no nasty, bully, and stalker now. Hugs!

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    1. justrojie Avatar
      justrojie

      thank you Hazel. i don’t have those types of pple in my life right now, thank goodness!

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      1. Hazel Avatar
        Hazel

        Oh thank God! My pleasure always, Rojie

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  4. Jesse Pallante Avatar
    Jesse Pallante

    Wow! That’s a lot to survive. I am happy you are still here because you are awesome 👍.

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    1. justrojie Avatar
      justrojie

      aw thank you, Jesse!!

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  5. Prog2Goal Avatar
    Prog2Goal

    That’s a lot of turmoil! I’m happy life is better now.

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    1. justrojie Avatar
      justrojie

      Me too!

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  6. utahan15 Avatar
    utahan15

    i see
    ice
    who s the yo yo?
    you re doing your best ruc
    SURVIVAL OUTWEIGHS PRIOR PROGRAMMING
    SORRY COPTOR KOREAN MOMMA

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    1. justrojie Avatar
      justrojie

      Survival of the fittest? 😬

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      1. utahan15 Avatar
        utahan15

        perhaps.

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  7. mosckerr Avatar
    mosckerr

    Why Xtian theology sucks

    Herman Ridderbos (1909–2007) a prominent Dutch theologian and biblical scholar known for his significant contributions to Reformed theology and New Testament studies. Particularly noted for his works on Pauline theology and eschatology, exploring themes such as the kingdom of God and the role of JeZeus-Christ in salvation. But he hardly qualifies as a philologist. A biased theologian lacking expertise in Hebrew and Aramaic compares to a BS degree vs. a Doctorate degree. He did not specialize in textual criticism, historical war crime guilt of the Xtian church; or even 2nd Temple Jurisprudence.

    Specifically, his revisionist theology failed to address the issue that the writings of Paul predate all the Gospel books! Attempts to declare that Mark predates Paul’s letters – a shallow maintain the status quo revisionist history speculation. The book of Mark written in Rome following the destruction of Herod’s Temple. Protestant “Higher Criticism” only applicable to invalidating T’NaCH Primary sources. Small wonder that this “school” collapsed early in the 20th Century, about the time of his birth.

    He fails to go beyond the simple shallow literal reactionary reading of Paul’s letters, and address the serious issue that some Jewish scholars argue that Paul served as a spy agent provocateur of Nassi Rabban Gamliel. A don’t confuse me with the facts, I have my religion – nonsense. The “stoning” of both Stephen and Paul violated the pharisee halacha! Paul stoned outside the borders of Judea, the Capital Crimes Sanhedrin courts had no legal jurisdiction outside of Judea!!! The Book of Acts contradicts itself on this very score! It denounces Phariseeic law, yet validates the stoning on the road to Damascus as an event acceptable as ‘formal halachic’ executions. That’s a serious error that he failed to catch.

    This disciplinary gap, it skews all theological belief system apologetics from Paul till today. Ridderbos’ canonical-theological –not historical-developmental — contradicts Church requirements whose theological dogmatism promotes the historical existence of JeZeus. The church new religion totally ignores the Torah priority of mussar over history. The possibility that Paul’s stoning – staged!

    He infiltrated the budding Xtian movement – traveled to Damascus and alienated Jewish support for this alien false messiah heresy; which completely ignores the mitzva of Moshiach as no different than any other wisdom Torah commandment. Specifically that all Jews in all generations can sanctify this mitzva just as they can the wisdom commandment of Shabbat. Paul’s theology which declared circumcision no longer a Torah mitzva, violates the negative commandment against adding or subtracting Torah commandments. This theology the later Gospel narratives rejected when their fictional Harry Potter messiah declared his purpose – to fulfill Torah commandments; not add or subtract Torah commandments.

    He failed to separate and distinguish Torah common law from Roman statute law. A day vs night difference. Courtroom judicial review over Legislative statute law the writings of Paul concealed. This absolute fundamental distinction totally invalidated when he broadly declared to Goyim, “You are not under the Law”. Of course Goyim not under the Law! Goyim to this day never accepted the Torah revelation at Sinai. Torah common law stands upon the authority of the Oral Torah logic system – the פרדס kabbalah which shapes the entire Shas Talmud, to interpret the k’vanna of mitzvot/commandments. The post NT church denies interpretation of k’vanna as the definition of Torah wisdom commandments which require k’vanna.

    Proof that Paul acted as a spy “wolf dressed in sheep clothing” Romans 6:14 where he introduces his “theology” substitutionism, and obliviates Torah common law. Substitute theology defines the writings of Paul: for example: the notion of Goyim “grafted” likewise obliviates the mitzva of ger tzeddik. Proof that Paul served to create a new av tuma avoda zara religion – the direct definition of the 2nd Sinai commandment Torah curse. Rather than promote the Torah obligation of “pursuit of Judicial justice” as faith, Pauline substitute theology prioritized belief in JeZeus. Regardless that JeZeus no more provable in “the historical-method sense”, than the Hanukkah revolt against the Syrian Greek empire – based upon the Torah curse 2nd Sinai commandment.

    Paul as recorded in Acts 27-28, then traveled to Rome and declared “Jesus the king of the Jews; Jesus the Son of God” when Romans believed that Caesar was “the Son of God”!!! This theology-propaganda totally ignored by Ridderbos. Xtians today, similar to their rejection of Oral Torah inductive logic “interpretations” as the purpose of all Law time-oriented commandments; they likewise insist that only “Modern” scholarship compares the Pauline “Jesus son of God” to the “Caesar son of God”.

    Hanukkah pre-dates the NT by a Century or more. Yehuda Maccabee waged his rebellion against the Greek Syrian king by swearing the loyalty of Judea to the authority of the “real” king of Syria. Paul as a student of Rabban Gamliel would have known this basic post sealing of the T’NaCH mussar. To obliviate this fact, strongly supports the conclusion that Paul sought to inject a Monotheism belief system into the body politic of Polytheistic Roman society – something like a virus invades a healthy cell. Torah warfare actively entails both blessing and curses. Prior to the great Jewish revolt against the Romans, the Jewish spy sent to Rome to curse the Roman civilization based upon the precedent of Yechuda Maccabbee.

    Every nation who abandons their belief systems in their Gods – dies. It happened among the Assyrians, the Babylonians the Persians the Roman empire after it converted to Xtian monotheism, etc etc etc. This an irrefutable historical fact; while historians can and do debate the prime causes for the fall of empires, its interesting that both British and Soviet empires collapsed post Shoah. Where was Jesus?

    The EU makes no reference to Xtianity, when it attempted to write its own Constitution. The church belief system views Jesus as a physical man. But Ridderbos theology failed to discern that Torah common law stands upon prophetic mussar, rather than relies upon actual history – like as emphatically does the church. Torah stands upon the foundation that each generation has its day under the Sun. Proof: the sages halachicly sealed the T’NaCH, Talmud, and Siddur – giving all generations an identical masoret playing field!

    This basis-condition of classic ancient warfare – to destroy and kill the Gods of enemy nations – expressed in the judgement of the Gods of Egypt and the obliteration of Par’o Army drowned in the Sea of Reeds; followed by the judgment of the Gods of Canaan or also the attempt of Bil’aam to curse Israel to intermarry and assimilate – the Torah definition of the 2nd Sinai commandment. Ridderbos failure to critique this most basic fundamental flaw in Acts.

    Instead his theology skewed the NT ‘as reliable church history’; not as a tendentious text with huge legal incoherencies. This truth did not concern nor interest him in the least. Any more than did C S Lewis address the Shoah: Xtian guilt of 2000+ years of war crimes which culminated in “by their fruits you shall know them” – Shoah church guilt/rat-lines and post war pogroms. Leo Tolstoy (1828–1910) failed to condemn the Russian pogroms – another bitter fruit of the Xtian dead religion. Where was Jesus during all the Church war crimes against humanity which resulted in the death of 10s of millions? Ridderbos treats “Son of God” almost entirely as a dogmatic category, not as a subversive imperial counter-claim.

    E.P. Sanders (in Jesus and Judaism and The Historical Figure of Jesus) fails to discern the fundamental difference of how Torah defines the key term “prophet” from how the NT re-interprets it as no different than witchcraft. Witches predict the future which the Gospels describe as “fulfill the words of the prophets”. T’NaCH and Talmudic Aggada and later Midrash interpret “prophet” as a person who commands mussar.

    The agnostic American historian Bart Ehrman confuses Daniel mysticism-apocalyptic interpretations made upon prophetic mussar (akin to how the Gemara interprets the language of the Mishna), but fails to grasp that all Holy Writings of the Hebrew T’NaCH serve primarily as Gemara-like commentaries to Prophet Mishna-like Primary sources. He failed to grasp that the framers of the Talmud based their Mishna/Gemara Av/tolda relationship upon the Prophet\Holy Writings relationship.

    That he grasped the NT as a substitute fraud bears merit. But he did not understand that Torah faith does not spin around the central axis of belief in some monotheistic god as Xtianity and Islam demand. פרדס not a Reshonim institution. The entire foundation of how the Framers of both T’NaCH and Talmud organized these separate Books of Common law jurisprudence stand on the foundation of פרדס as taught by the P’rushim to rabbi Akiva. Aggadic sources function as the weft while Halachic source function as the warp threads by which the sages shape and determine the identity of the chosen Cohen people.

    Talmudic common law stands as the model for re-established Courts when Jews reconquer our homeland. That Reshonim “converted” it to meet the crisis of g’lut during the Dark Ages does not stand today now that Jews have reconquered our homeland and struggle to restore the Torah as the Constitution of the Republic which mandates common law Sanhedrin courts. Theology plays no part nor role in Torah common law.

    Rambam no different that the Apostle Paul or Arab Muhammad. Talmud sealed. Rambam can no more unseal the Talmud than can JeZeus or MuHammad. The Talmud serves as the basis Jewish culture and customs which define the Chosen Cohen identity in cursed Goyim lands of exile. But no Sanhedrin court ever existed outside of ארץ ישראל. Small Sanhedrin Capital Crimes Courts most essentially can function on the borders of ארץ ישראל as determined by Moshe Rabbeinu himself. Galut Jews “baptized” their assimilated need to have a religion like the Goyim. The Rambam code of statute law as much an abomination as Paul’s your not under the law declaration.

    O’lam HaBa does not relate to messianic era. Avram cut the brit between the pieces when his future born seed only existed in “O’lam HaBa”, no different than a man makes קידושין and acquires the O’lam Ha’Ba soul of his wife! Both refer to the children born into the future – O’lam HaBa.

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    1. justrojie Avatar
      justrojie

      To;dr

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    2. justrojie Avatar
      justrojie

      Tl;dr

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  8. M. Avatar
    M.

    That’s quite a bit if Trauma

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    1. justrojie Avatar
      justrojie

      Just a bit, I think it makes it easier for me to empathize with people too

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