organic chemistry

Currently listening to: APT. – ROSÉ & Bruno Mars

Don’t you want me like I want you, baby?
Don’t you need me like I need you now?
Sleep tomorrow, but tonight, go crazy
All you gotta do is just meet me at the

아파트, 아파트
아파트, 아파트
아파트, 아파트

I’m literally obsessed with ROSÉ + Bruno Mars’ friendship.  I saw other TikToks and reels about how she’s attending his concert in Brazil to support him and he sent her cookies with his face on them.  I know that Bruno has a beautiful girlfriend but damn…the chemistry between the two are undeniable.  I love that.

Don’t ask me how long I’ve had the song on repeat…

Also, don’t mind my JK hanger behind me.  One of my fellow ARMY got it for me from Etsy.  I like having him situated in the backseat.  I can see his face every day and it makes happy (it’s also good eye candy when I’m stuck in atrocious LA traffic) I know, I’m weird.  Le sigh.

I am so fascinated by love chemistry…it’s like that high that I want to keep chasing (elevated dopamine, serotonin, and norepi), the rollercoaster of a ride that I’m on that I never want to end.

• very flirty
• blushing, feeling nervous, increased heart rate
• effortless conversations
• sexual attraction, that magnetic pull is no joke
• losing track of time
• mirroring one another
• being intellectually stimulated
• feeling excited and anticipation to the next encounter
• sneaking glances at him while he’s not looking even though he’s full on staring at me, which makes me even more shy and self-conscious

But when it’s over, I find myself looking for it again but with someone else but it’s never the same.  It’s fun and it’s good…but it’s not.like.that…because the oxytocin isn’t there.

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