Still listening to: vampire – Olivia Rodrigo
I’ve made some real big mistakesBut you make the worst one look fineI should’ve known it was strangeYou only come out at nightI used to think I was smartBut you’ve made me look so naiveThe way you sold me for partsAs you sunk your teeth into me, ohBloodsucker, famefuckerBleedin’ me dry, like a goddamn vampire
I mentioned yesterday, that I didn’t have a Halloween costume prepared because I was anticipating on going on holiday but that had to be canceled due to work reasons. Since I got the text at work about dressing up and bringing snacks/appetizers, I rummaged through my belongings and found my Gengar beanie. My pediatric patients loved it.
If I look unwell, it’s because I am. No makeup or anything. Just SPF. I didn’t even brush my hair. I think all the gluten that I’ve been eating as of late has made me fatigued but also very bloated. It’s literally giving me carb face. It’s like I can’t sleep enough. I’d woken up this morning and pushed the snooze button twice, despite going to bed early last night.
I am becoming a narcoleptic baby and the only thing keeping me up is Vietnamese coffee. I felt like a hypocrite telling my patient to cut down on his caffeine consumption, when I’m over there guzzling my second cup of coffee. But to be fair, he was drinking 10-12 cups (10-12 oz) of coffee within an eight hour period and energy drinks on top of that.
Coworkers had the nerve to bring fresh donuts from Krispy Kreme. I couldn’t resist the Slimer donut with the tart lemon jelly inside. I don’t like sweets but damn it’s been years since I had a lemon jelly donut. They are going to be the death of me. It’s a good thing that I don’t have Celiac disease. Also, because I’ve been eating all this food, I’ve had to exercise more to continue the caloric deficit regimen that I’m on.
I was going to go out with friends after work but I couldn’t do it. I still have work in the morning and I wasn’t feeling 100%. Maybe, next year…
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