Currently listening to: Apocalypse – Cigarettes After Sex
As much as I love getting fucked stupid with my eyes rolling back into my head as if I were getting battery rammed, and being a semi-nympho, there’s another part of me who wants to be babied.
I find it embarrassing that I even want that…I don’t have the nerve to even ask. It just reeks of desperation. I think I would feel…I don’t know….pathetic even requesting such a thing. I’m sure if I did ask…someone would kindly oblige…but fuck…I don’t even want to ask. I would feel incredibly awkward and vulnerable. Crawling into a lap and simply resting my head on his shoulder or a gentle kiss on the forehead. Even if it was for only a few minutes. I think it would be heartwarming and maybe I would be overwhelmed with emotions.
Ahhh the life of a Gemini. I want it both ways. Sexual. Delicate. Explicit. Sensual. Feral. Subtle. Lively. Uninhibited. Unpredictable. Shameless. All.Of.It. All of the above.
A girl can dream, can’t she? Tell me I’m not the only one…
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