Currently listening to: That’s Hilarious – Charlie Puth
Of my fuckin’ life and I can’t get it back no more
So when I see those tears
Comin’ out your eyes, I hope it’s me they’re for
But now you need me so badly
You can’t be serious (ha-ha-ha)
That’s hilarious (ha-ha-ha-ha-ha)
Thinkin’ I would still want you
After the things you put me through
Yeah, you’re delirious (ha-ha-ha)
That’s hilarious (ha-ha-ha-ha-ha)
Now you put the blame in reverse
Tryna make me feel guilty for everything you’ve done
You’re another lesson (you’re another lesson)
You’re just another lesson I learned”
I stopped feeling badly turning down a date…a coffee…or a follow.
In the past, whenever I wasn’t vibing with a guy, I’d try to pacify things and attempt to end things amicably. It was exhausting and sucked the patience right out of me. I had to delete my Kakao app a few years ago because the guy I was coerced into going on a date with didn’t get the fucking hint after several months and conversations going back and forth as to why I didn’t want to see him again.
Now? Time is of the essence. I’m quick to block a person because the vibe was off. I will simply not respond back. My friends tell me that I’m being mean…but am I? I think I’m reasonable up until a point…but once that threshold has been crossed, I start to lose patience. A friend told me that she would love to have that kind of attention from a man. Me? I ain’t no hollaback girl…
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