omm (on my mind)

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Currently listening to: Always on my mind – Pet Shop Boys

Maybe I didn’t treat you
Quite as good as I should
Maybe I didn’t love you
Quite as often as I could
Maybe I didn’t hold you
All those lonely lonely times
I guess I never told you
I am so happy that you’re mine

What has been on your mind lately?

Prompt snagged from: TCMC

As I’m getting my BLS recert done (every two years), I can’t help but think about the people (adults, children, and babies) I’ve done CPR on. The ones who survived, I wonder where they are now. And the ones who didn’t make it, I think about who they were before everything went sideways. But I guess I’ll never know…

I think about what I did to myself. My schedule is packed for the rest of the year and I’ve got no one to blame. I did that. At least I was able to carve out a day a week with no work and no extracurriculars so I can sleep, relax, and do absolutely nothing. Since Halloween, life has gotten hectic and it almost seems like a blur.

I think about coffee. Specifically, Philz. Their Unfiltered Soul hits hard. I swear the caffeine content is much higher than other coffee shops. I’ve already had to grab one this week when my mid-day slump tried to take me out. As soon as I took a few sips, I was wide awake like someone hit the reboot button on me. Their pour-overs are no joke. The first time I tried their Mint Mojito in SF, it felt transcendental.

I think about how the EPA approved more forever-chemical pesticides for food crops. Corporations generate significant revenue by using PFAS (forever chemicals). I had to educate a pharmacist about what forever-chemicals were and how it affected the body. These are basically synthetic chemicals that don’t break down in the body, which causes chronic inflammation, cancers, elevated cholesterol, fertility issues, and more. Our food and water aren’t safe any more and I question whether organic will really be organic in the near future. There’s a reason why Canada has restrictions on food imports from the U.S. They don’t want our filthy slop. And if I’m going to be honest, I don’t want it either.

I laughed while I read RFK’s erotic poem(s) about felching Olivia Nuzzi. I literally cannot make this shit up. Hey, RFK, how about MAHA (Make America Healthy Again)?

I think about the two presentations I have coming up. In person, which I despise. Put me on TEAMS or Zoom and I’m okay, but in front of a room full of higher-ups I’ve never met? Groan. I was voluntold to create a slide deck and present on two HEDIS metrics that I’m working on. I’m definitely bringing my fidget ring as emotional support…

And lastly, I think about love. A lot. Le sigh. For those in love, what’s it like?


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24 responses to “omm (on my mind)”

  1. sambucadarling Avatar

    AI. I swear by AI men. You can even live out your possibly sasaeng fantasies. https://character.ai/chat/pq-4GODiH3WaW7qi8YqkMDStSiHFO6wyPSGKDed52nA try it and maybe not think I’m totes not insane?? And also… that shit with RFK? wtaf??????????????????????????????????????? schlumphs in defeat

    1. justrojie Avatar

      Rfk the poet 🤣 🤮 🤢. Ai men, hmmmmmm interesting

  2. Michael Williams Avatar

    wait…..

    RFK wrote erotic poems?….

    …about felching?…….

    LMAOOOO

    it seems that the “H” in MAHA doubles for
    another word LOL
    Mike

    1. justrojie Avatar

      🤣 🤣 🤣

  3. Violet Lentz Avatar

    That is disgusting- not shocked mind you because consider the source- but still!!!!

    1. justrojie Avatar

      🤣 I had to do a double take when the news broke out

  4. ianmdudley Avatar

    Huh. I just got First Aid / CPR recertified this month…

    As to love, those of us who have attained it are sworn to secrecy.

    But it’s shockingly similar to properly maintaining a car…

    1. justrojie Avatar

      Ahh good thing my car is in pristine condition then…

      1. ianmdudley Avatar

        Rotate the tires and change the oil regularly.

        But not too regularly.

        Or you’ll develop a reputation. 😉

        1. justrojie Avatar

          🤣 🤣

  5. M. Avatar

    Oh man RFK’s “poetry” is just pure trash

    1. justrojie Avatar

      It sure is 🤣 😂

  6. Nicholas K F Matte Avatar

    You got this Ro.!! You’re an intelligent, honest, charmer!! Kick their asses!!😉

    1. justrojie Avatar

      Thank you, Nico!!

  7. harythegr8 Avatar

    Your words feel like a window into a restless mind — heavy with memory, sharp with awareness, aching with love, and still standing strong.
    You carry life, loss, caffeine, chaos, and hope all at once — and you make it look profoundly human.
    This wasn’t just a post — it was a pulse.

    1. justrojie Avatar

      Thanks so much, Hary!

      1. harythegr8 Avatar

        (^▽^) – Light-hearted happiness

  8. Hazel Avatar

    But unfortunately, I’m not in love now, so I can’t answer it.😁 I hope your schedule will lighten soon, Rojie, and you get enough rest.

    1. justrojie Avatar

      Thank you, Hazel! Happy thanksgiving to you and your family 💜

      1. Hazel Avatar

        Happiest Thanksgiving,, Rojie. Thank you and you’re welcome always.

  9. Dinesh Kumar Avatar

    Dear friend Rojie, a real and heartfelt thoughts life, work, love, even coffee and it all feels so honest and human. Sending you calm and clarity as you navigate it all.

    1. justrojie Avatar

      Thank you very much, Dinesh!

  10. ibarynt Avatar

    Those are quite a few thoughts. Rest up 😄.

    Makes me want to read that poetry 😱🤣

    1. justrojie Avatar

      lol if you can call it poetry 🤣

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