sleep on and dream of love

Currently listening to: November Spawned a Monster – Morrissey

Sleep on and dream of love
Because it’s the closest you will
Get to love
Poor twisted child
So ugly, so ugly
Poor twisted child
Oh hug me, oh hug me
One November
Spawned a monster

I thought this song was befitting given my mood the past couple of days.

A year ago, I did my natal chart because I was curious and I have to say that it’s pretty fucking accurate.  What does your natal chart say about you?

Sun in Gemini – fifth house
The sun determines your ego, identity, and “role” in life. It’s the core of who you are, and is the sign you’re most likely to already know. Your Sun is in Gemini, meaning you are fundamentally dynamic, quick-witted, eclectic, and curious. Fascinated by everything, your childlike energy is often scattered in a million directions. On a social level, this may come off as gossipy or flaky. It’s in your fifth house, meaning you feel the need to distinguish yourself from others through romance, self-expression, creativity, and pleasure.

Ascendant in Capricorn – first house
Your ascendant is the “mask” you present to people. It can be seen in your personal style and how you come off to people when you first meet. Some say it becomes less relevant as you get older. It changes every two hours, so if it doesn’t make sense, reconfirm your birth time to be sure. Your Ascendant is in Capricorn, meaning you come across as conservative, serious, and rational—perhaps even grave. You seem to make decisions in a responsible, practical, and prudent way. Your ambitions may come off as opportunistic.

Moon in Gemini – fifth house
The moon rules your emotions, moods, and feelings. This is likely the sign you most think of yourself as, since it reflects your personality when you’re alone or deeply comfortable. Your Moon is in Gemini, meaning your emotional self is often restless and unsettled. You’re extremely adaptable, which sometimes makes you feel pulled in too many directions. You are easily bored and need to feel like you are free to be creative and create meaning, which can make you feel like you’re in a constant identity crisis. It’s in your fifth house, meaning you find security and safety through romance, self-expression, creativity, and pleasure.

Mercury in Taurus – fifth house
Mercury determines how you communicate, talk, think, and process information. It also indicates how you learn. It is the mind’s planet. Your Mercury is in Taurus, meaning your intellect is extremely practical and deliberate. You stick with ideas that make sense to you once you’ve thought through them. People like to hear what you think because of how practical you are, though you may seem narrow-minded. Sometimes other people have a difficult time understanding you. It’s in your fifth house, meaning you are curious about and inclined to analyze your love life, how to become happy, and your creative projects.

Venus in Gemini – fifth house
Venus determines how and what you love. It indicates how you express affection and the qualities you’re attracted to. Your Venus is in Gemini, meaning your romantic side is dynamic, curious, and easily bored. You love witty banter, but you may have trouble deepening your relationships. You tend to be a bit timid and discreet with your crushes, because you don’t know how to be forthright. It’s in your fifth house, meaning that for you, love is often expressed in romance, self-expression, creativity, and pleasure.

Mars in Leo – seventh house
Mars is the planet of aggression. It determines how you assert yourself, take action, and the energy that surrounds you—particularly in your sex life, your ambitiousness, and when you’re angry. Your Mars is in Leo, meaning you assert yourself in a way that is authoritative and persuasive, and you push things forward with confidence and gusto. It’s in your seventh house, meaning you put a lot of energy into close relationships and long-term partnerships.

Jupiter in Taurus – fourth house
One of the two social planets, Jupiter rules idealism, optimism, and expansion. It’s also very philosophical. Your Jupiter is in Taurus, meaning you grow and find understanding through stability, security, and careful thought. It’s in your fourth house, meaning you find success through your home and family.

Saturn in Cancer – seventh house
The other social planet, Saturn rules responsibility, restrictions, limits, boundaries, fears, and self-discipline. Your Saturn is in Cancer, meaning you struggle with your emotions, a taste for drama, and an overabundance of empathy. It’s in your seventh house, meaning you have had difficulties with close relationships and long-term partnerships.

Uranus in Scorpio – tenth house
Uranus stays in each sign for seven years, meaning it rules a generation more than a person. It rules innovation, rebellion, and progress. Your Uranus is in Scorpio, meaning other generations are shocked by your generation’s passionate intensity, hunger for power, and manipulativeness. It’s in your tenth house, meaning that for you, this manifests in rebelling against dated expectations about goals, success, and responsibility.

Neptune in Sagittarius – eleventh house
Neptune stays in each sign for around fourteen years, meaning it rules a generation more than a person. It rules dreams, imagination, and the unconscious. Your Neptune is in Sagittarius, meaning your entire generation finds inspiration through its expanded horizons, a desire for freedom, optimism, and curiosity. It’s in your eleventh house, meaning that for you, this manifests in your ideal—verging on unrealistic and impractical—about social status, including platonic and casual friends, along with your hopes, wishes, and dreams.

Pluto in Libra – ninth house
Pluto stays in each sign for up to thirty years, meaning it rules a generation more than a person. It rules power, intensity, obsession, and control. Your Pluto is in Libra, meaning your generation’s psyche is comparatively indecisive, superficial, and people-pleasing. It’s in your ninth house, meaning you personally are transforming outdated forms of meaning through philosophy, faith, education, politics, and travel.