What are you doing this evening?
Currently listening to: Cruel Summer – Taylor Swift
It’s a cruel summerIt’s cool, that’s what I tell ’emNo rules in breakable heaven
I’m drunk in the back of the car
And I cried like a baby coming home from the bar (oh)
Said, “I’m fine, ” but it wasn’t true
I’m not feeling well, so I think I will go to sleep early, or at least try to. I’ll have to see what I have. Will it be Magnesium, Melatonin, or Benadryl tonight?
Yesterday, the monthly woman disease hit and I felt extremely lethargic (I have anemia, despite taking iron supplements). I got a somber DM that made me feel a certain way. This heat wasn’t helping matters either. I worked 68 hours last week and all I wanted to do was melt into the floor.
Insomnia set in and I eventually fell asleep at 0433 and woke up at 0600 to get ready to go to work. Even though my mind was all over the place and emotionally, I felt numb. And maybe this was why I wanted to open up pandora’s box and release all the blocked people…so that I could feel something because feeling this detached was unsettling for me.
I’ll be better tomorrow after I get some rest.
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