Currently listening to: loml – Taylor Swift
For whatever reason, I had this song on an hour loop while driving to work. The lyrics sank in and every time I heard the words over and over, I could feel an overwhelming feeling of sadness. Before I knew it, I found myself bawling like a little bitch. I hate it when my PMS flares up. It doesn’t help that I’m listening to such a depressing song either.
I just let the tears fall for a good ten minutes before I told myself to get it together.
When your impressionist paintings of Heaven
Turned out to be fakes Well, you took me to hell, too And all at once, the ink bleeds A con man sells a fool a get-love-quick scheme But I felt a hole like this Never before, and ever sinceIf you know it in one glimpse
It’s legendary What we thought was for all time Was momentary
You said I’m the love of your life
You talked me under the table
Talking rings and talking cradles I wish I could un-recall How we almost had it all Dancing phantoms on the terrace Are they second-hand embarrassed That I can’t get out of bed? Cause something counterfeit’s deadIt was legendary
It was momentary It was unnecessary Should’ve let it stay buriedOh, what a valiant roar
What a bland goodbye The coward claimed he was a lion
I’m combing through the braids of lies “I’ll never leave” … “Never mind” Our field of dreams, engulfed in fire Your arson’s match your somber eyes And I’ll still see it until I die You’re the loss of my life
I walked into work with my eyes puffy and coworkers tilted their heads whilst looking at me, trying to figure out if I had conjunctivitis or what…
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing…I think I got an eyelash in my eye or something and it’s irritating my contacts.”
“Oh, okay. See you later.”
“Yeah, see ya…”
“Oh, okay. See you later.”
“Yeah, see ya…”
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