who? me?

Currently listening to: Cruel Summer – Taylor Swift 

I’m pretty sure we did a prompt like this before.

Whatever, here we go again.

I’m the kind of person who would want to crawl into a lap like a cat, wrap my arms around the nape of the neck, rest my head on the left shoulder and let out a semi-loud sigh into the ear.  There’s just something nice and comforting about this.  I love the way this feels…

Once I get that out of my system, I can turn into the thirstiest ratchet bitch ever.  Eyes rolling so far back into your head, toes curled, mouth ajar, you’ll think you dropped MDMA.  It’s unforgettable, or so I’m told.

If I’m being honest, me = GYATT.  It’s not common for Koreans since most of them have an extended back.  I’ve had some of my girlfriends tell me that they wish they had my ass.  Me?  I wish I had bigger boobs, but hey…it is what it is.

I don’t get mad often anymore. I used to have K-rage back when I was a child but that’s because I was being harassed by the neighborhood kids because I was Asian.   Do you know what it’s like to have your hair pulled, spat on, and called racial slurs?  I was so tired of those fuckers.  They were relentless.  Now, I just ignore it and carry on, like it didn’t even happen.

When I’m feeling sad or heartbroken, I’ll try to distract myself through writing, socials, or go out (with friends or alone).  Maybe I’ll spend a day or two in bed listening to Moz, Billie Eilish, or Lana Del Rey.  Oh, I know…they can really sound like the most depressing singers but when I’m in that sort of state, it’s what I need. It doesn’t last too long.  And when I’m done with someone, like really really done…I’ll ghost or block them or maybe both.  

I’m shy and can be playful, to make it even more confusing.  If Gemini were a person, it would be me.  When I’m unsure about a person, I tend to give the same type of energy back till I feel a certain way about a person.  I forget peoples names, birthdays, and phone numbers.  I’m just bad at these things.  But I can remember faces, smells, and how that moment made me feel.

I guess that’s me in a nutshell.  HBU?