robin (rojie’s version)

“You have no room in your dreams for regrets”.

I have a closetful of regrets.

I regret:

• that I didn’t have more of a childhood.  I had to grow up quickly.
• pursuing a guy who already had a girlfriend.  This happened while I was at university (freshman year) and it was so fucking messy.
• entering a situationship with a deejay.  Oh God, that was a shit show…he was so obsessed.  This literally could have been a Lifetime show.
• not spending more time with my dad before he passed away.  It’s been years since he died…I still miss him every damn day.
• moving in life so quickly.  I need to S-L-O-W down, look around, and enjoy the moment.
• not continuing to play piano and violin.  I play intermittently but not enough to where I was back then.
• not being able to tell people that I loved them when I had the opportunity.
• that I wasn’t more affectionate, touching isn’t my love language.  Acts of service are mine.

But it’s time to move past that now. Do better.  Be better.  I have big things planned for myself.