the black dog (rojie’s version)

LINK: the black dog (rojie’s version)

Currently listening to: The Black Dog – Taylor Swift

I move through the world with the heartbroken…

When Zaddy told me he was moving, my heart sank. It was a sudden blow that left me feeling lost and confused. I had hoped for more time to figure out where our relationship was headed, but it seemed that the universe had other plans.

For months, I tried to keep my emotions in check, but there were countless moments when I felt like I was on the verge of tears. It was during this time that I came to the painful realization that he never truly loved me. I couldn’t even be certain if he genuinely liked me at all. It seemed that he enjoyed stringing me along, keeping me in a constant state of uncertainty.

Just when I thought I was starting to forget about him, he would send me a text. These messages would arrive sporadically, out of the blue, and each one would leave me momentarily breathless. My heart would race with a mix of happiness and longing, only to be crushed by the painful reminder that I wasn’t a priority in his life. He had moved on, and I was left to pick up the pieces.

I couldn’t take it anymore.

I blocked his number.  I needed to detach.  Abort.  He’ll never know how much it hurt me to do that.