Month: April 2024

“Cause that’s where I was when I got the call…” I remember the exact moment when I got a call from my brother, it was while I was working. He said, “We have to go to the airport, dad’s in the hospital.” That my friends, was the worst day of my life.  I didn’t know…

“Get my car door, isn’t that sweet? (That sweet). Then pull me to thе backseat (The backseat) No onе’s ever had me (Had me), not like you.” I think he preferred my car over his even though he had an Audi…at least for having sex.  Not that we needed a lot of room…I’m pretty flexible…

I had enough of it so I cut it off. Three inches. I didn’t have any split ends.  I just felt like all this hair was weighing me down because it was so long. Every so often, I feel like I need a change.  Become renewed.  New hair, new me. It’s still past my shoulders. …

“You have no room in your dreams for regrets”. I have a closetful of regrets. I regret: that I didn’t have more of a childhood.  I had to grow up quickly. pursuing a guy who already had a girlfriend.  This happened while I was at university (freshman year) and it was so fucking messy. entering…

“Honey, I can tell when somebody still wants me, come clean…” It’s been a minute since I’ve been to Northern California so of course I had to ask my Big E which airport I should fly into.  San Francisco?  Sacramento?  San Jose?  Oakland? I was told NOT to fly into Oakland because it was quite…

Every day, I get a chance to look into my patients’ lives.  They tell me their life stories.  The good and the bad.  Most often though, it’s the bad because if they were healthy, they wouldn’t need me.  I see them trying to hold on…by a thread. I see a little bit of me in…

“I move through the world with the heartbroken…” When he told me he was moving, my heart sank. It was a sudden blow that left me feeling lost and confused. I had hoped for more time to figure out where our relationship was headed, but it seemed that the universe had other plans. For months,…

Currently listening to: Fortnight by Taylor Swift feat. Post Malone Obsessed w/this song. I am beyond exhausted. I’ve been getting anywhere between 3-4 hours of sleep at a time and to make matters worse, I was sick with a cold the entire time.  In fact, I’m still not feeling 100, but I do what I’ve…

If I don’t post, it’s because I’m traveling.  I’m going to a conference with friends. To be honest, I am not feeling well (physically as I have caught a cold, ugh).  I’m taking everything OTC and hoping that it will push me through.  I’ve been drinking lots of fluids (about 2 quarts) and it’s got…

I love a good supper club and for brunch?  That’s even better.  I received an email from the restaurant stating that they were offering 50% off brunch this weekend and of course, I had to go. I ordered the pepita chilaquiles with carnitas and scrambled eggs.  I do prefer the green sauce over the red…

Friday was quite a shitty day. I woke up with a migraine. The weather looked questionable as to whether it was going to rain or not. When I got into the elevator to go to my unit, a random person came into the elevator, and when I asked her what floor, she looked perplexed.  She…

It’s been 11 days since I had my chemical peel.  There’s this one woman at work who comes by nearly every day to examine my face.  It’s so awkward.  I always feel weird when people stare at me for a long period of time. Are they looking at my flaws?  Do I have something on…

Since my last post was about high school, I’m going to continue this theme.  First off, let’s address my bangs.  WTF?  I can’t believe I was walking around looking like that.  Luckily, it grew out quickly, which made it look better.  Thank God. Living in Minnesota, I always knew I was different than others.  Most…

“Ain’t that funny? It’s been a while since you came around Now you wanna see what’s goin’ down Tryna tell me how you want my time Tryna tell me how I’m on your mind (On your mind) See, it never had to be this way You should’ve never played the games you played Now I’m seein’…

Finally, the swelling in my face and neck seems to be diminishing.  This is probably the most intense chemical peel I’ve done thus far.  When it was happening, the fumes went straight to my right eye and one single tear rolled down my face.  This tear stain has caused my skin to burn even more….

For the most part, my face is done peeling except my neck.  I still keep it under wraps with a scarf. We went to a local Mexican restaurant and ate a quick late lunch before walking over to the venue. My friend invited me to the Pop 2000 tour concert with her and her daughter. …

The Tiësto remix is fire too. I’ve got this song on heavy rotation right now.   This is the kinda trance pop/progressive song I would love to listen to while being under the influence. After the clubs, we would either go eat at a 24-hour Korean or Chinese restaurant or go back to our place and…

I’ve done this a few times now and I’ve had good results every time.  It’s almost like getting second-degree burns, it’s more prominent on my neck, which I apply Aquaphor and cover with a scarf to prevent peeling prematurely and hyperpigmentation.  I have a high pain tolerance, for me, it’s a game of how much…

Sometimes, I think about my exes and their wives, girlfriends, or toys. I imagine them all to have someone beautiful because 95% of my exes were good-looking. But I can’t help but wonder if they are smarter than me, how do they look…what are they like? Regardless, I hope they’re all happy. “And all I…

This month is going to get busy for me.  I have a lot of things I have to do.  I’m excited but also feeling overwhelmed.  Such is life, I suppose. My sleep schedule is very erratic, I’m just trying to get as much sleep as possible.  My anemia is acting a fool but I don’t…

I keep coming back to this song.  The lyrics are poetic…le sigh. I’ve been a huge fan of Karol G for a while and this is still one of my favorites. It’s nearly midnight and I just barely finished work.  But to be fair, I did have a five-hour hiatus – I went over to…