- I had less than fifteen minutes to reach petite morte. I think I could orgasm in less than five minutes but again, that takes into account that my headspace is clear and I’m in the mood. If it’s not, then it will be a waste of time. At any rate, during those thirteen minutes, I knew I was climaxing like a motherfucker. It was so good that when I got up to clean myself, I got lightheaded and when I went back to bed, I napped for four hours. I was dead to the world.
- Side note, when I was in junior high, one of my female friends expressed interest in me. We didn’t do anything more than kiss and touch each other (all over). I’m pretty certain that if I was into females, I would have hella stans. No cap.
- My assistants are begging me to watch Love is Blind. I…just…can’t. I loathe reality shows. I’ve got my own shit show, I don’t need to watch someone else’s scripted drama.
- My favorite poem right now is “Do not go gentle into that good night” by Dylan Thomas.
- I’m delightfully seeing a difference after implementing a strict skincare regimen. I have successfully recruited a few more others into my K-beauty inner circle. I’ve shared with them my nighttime schedule and they are in love.
- For the past several weeks, I’ve been doing 12-16-hour fasts a day and I can see why it works. I also feel that a part of me likes having control and hearing my stomach rumbling in hunger. There’s a sense of satisfaction every day when I’m able to achieve it. Yes, it’s a slippery slope to having a relapse with my eating disorder but for now, I’m enjoying foods a lot to completely withhold food. During my blank space era, I would go out on dates and hardly eat because I was living off the dopamine rush mixed with alcohol.
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4 responses to “little bits”
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I read that poem in high school and it didn’t hold any meaning. Re-reading the poem today is quite a different experience. Thanks for putting this back in my thoughts.
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are there any poems/poets that you are a fan of?
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I don’t know much about poetry, but I enjoy reading it. No, I don’t have any particular favorites. I read original work here on WordPress. I peruse the shelves at Barnes and Noble. I wish I took a class in college. Who are some of your favorites?
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my fav: robert frost, ts elliot, emily dickinson, sylvia plath, edgar allan poe, emerson, shakespeare. i also like looking around too online
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