Month: March 2024

See this face?  It’s a face of happiness.  Yesterday, my 동생 gave me a huge loaf of garlic brie sourdough bread that he bought at one of the wineries the other day with his girlfriend. I wasn’t planning on doing anything on Easter other than do chores and study.  But then I asked him what…

Big mood lately.  It vacillates between feeling disgusted, content, apathetic, and exhausted.  I just have so many thoughts swirling in my head. I want to chop off my hair.  It’s annoying me. On a side note, I have many upcoming events that I am really looking forward to.  I have “appointments” with my friends, and…

As a Korean, I can’t help but wonder if the constant pursuit of perfection is ingrained into our culture. It seems like there’s always something that needs fixing or upgrading. From my appearance to my financial status, the list of things to improve upon feels never-ending. When I look at myself, I see a laundry…

I hope karma gets everyone who exploited my good will, who disturbed my peace, and those who wronged me despite my true intentions. Respectfully, Your fav gemini <3  

We would rendezvous in the morning and part ways at night. He took this picture.  We were driving near the Laguna Beach area with the top down.  When it comes to driving, there are few individuals who possess the ability to make their passengers feel like a passenger princess.  He was one of them.  Otherwise,…

Picked up my 동생 (dongseng/younger brother), not by blood, and we went to an AYCE sushi joint.   He literally lives half a mile from me, which makes it convenient. I ate so much sushi that I probably won’t want it again anytime soon.  The quality was mid but they had a huge selection that included…

…and you call me up again just to break me like a promise.  So casually cruel, in the name of being honest.  I’m a crumpled-up piece of paper lying here cause I remember it all too well. Cause there we are again when I loved you so, back before you lost the one real thing…

Me in my Hello Kitty era.  NGL but I still love Hello Kitty but I do prefer Kuromi.  She’s mischievous, edgy, and a bit naughty.  I feel like I can relate to that character more.

Truth be told, I haven’t finished watching the series (BEEF) because I’m all too familiar with K-rage.  For some, there is an inherent feeling of injustice, rage, loss of control, and depression.  But on the flip side, this is where you’ll also find resistance and nationalism.  Much of it probably has to do with the…

Being a perfectionist feels like an albatross around my neck, constantly weighing me down with expectations and self-imposed pressure.  From a young age, I was taught to strive for perfection in every aspect of my life.  I was told what to do.  How to act.  What to wear.  The message was clear: do more, do…

Foofie When I met Foofie’s mother for the first time, it was the beginning of the end.  As soon as we exchanged pleasantries, I could see the pride radiating from her eyes.  She was clearly pleased with her son and herself for raising such a specimen.  Meanwhile, I was standing there, internally mortified, because the…

  I got dressed up to go out to a pop-up event with a friend.  I wore my white rabbit hoodie and crossbody bag.  Everything was so kawaii, I loved it. My mom: *scrutinized my fit* and asked me in Korean, how old are you? Me: “I’m 10” My mom: she laughed.  Then said that…

I had less than fifteen minutes to reach petite morte.  I think I could orgasm in less than five minutes but again, that takes into account that my headspace is clear and I’m in the mood.  If it’s not, then it will be a waste of time.  At any rate, during those thirteen minutes, I…

There are a lot of new people on my blog who are leaving comments.  Love this. And some friends have been faithful readers throughout the years. 사랑해. I love you, bitch.  And I mean that in the best way ever.  Hit me up when you’re done fucking around in NY. *grin*

And for a long period, I was dating men for the story.  One right after another.  I had quite a few men whom I put into the friendzone straight away.  For whatever reason, I just couldn’t.  At certain points, I was juggling between one to five men.  Some lasted only a couple of dates, while…

Play on, player.  

The butterfish was an absolute delight. It was a five-course meal and very educational.  But on top of that, it was a night of conflict and antagonism.  Never in my life have I seen a spectacle such as that amongst professionals.  It was definitely cringe-worthy, people were fucking unhinged as I sat back and wished…

Why do my convos have to be perverted?  I’m on a good one lately… He and I have history together.  Minnesota.  Texas.  California.  Big D’s been around forever.  I’ll have to delve into that another time. Anyway, back to getting glass skin…Big D and I have been on this mission to achieve it.  I also…

There are a few things that give me passion. hot sex delicious foods traveling money skincare concupiscent books being with my close circle of friends and family

I hadn’t seen him in years and as soon as he hugged me, that’s when I regretted that we didn’t hang out sooner. He is friends with my ex, Foofie.  After Foofie and I broke up, we would intermittently meet up to go eat or drink.  I’ve seen him through four or five ex-girlfriends and…

Overall, I thought it was a great experience.  Luckily, I had an Asian woman give me tips and guide me on applying makeup differently than I’ve done in the past.  I do think that I will incorporate some of the techniques that I learned, especially if I’m doing a smoky eye look and using a…

I think I need an update or refresh on how I apply my makeup. Things have changed over the years.  Makeup styles have changed and I’m seeing fine lines on my face too.  Ugh.  If there’s a way to enhance my looks with makeup, why shouldn’t I do it?  I mean isn’t that what makeup…

I cannot draw worth shit.  My mom is an artist, she does calligraphy and Korean traditional artwork. I grew up appreciating the arts. Sculptures, paintings, literature, music, theater, architecture.  I loved it all. I dated Patty Duke, who made sure I had my dose of the arts whenever we spent time together.  He also drew…

The first and final draft. Next month, I’ll be heading to the Lone Star State, Texas for a conference. It’s a land of wide-open spaces, delicious BBQ, and the potential for unexpected encounters. There’s a small chance that I might accidentally bump into my ex and old roomie while I’m there. And let’s just say,…

I often get compliments from men and women about my lips.  But how much is too much? Also, I need to stop with snaps lolol.

I’m easily influenced.  The Brit aka Beau Mec (yeah, I know it’s French) made the best Yorkshire pudding. I love high tea.  I also love crumpets. I met with one of my besties to have brunch at a cute tea place.  I needed both coffee and a flight of mimosas.  Caffeine to stay awake.  Mimosas…

Years ago, I asked this guy I was conversing with if it was possible to love more than one person. His response was: “If you are asking if there is only one person that will come into your life that you can truly love, I would say no. As we change, so does the love…

He was fluent in Japanese and much younger than me but we didn’t care.  He was trying to learn Korean for me.  It was rather cute but I preferred him to speak in Japanese than in Korean.  He couldn’t get the accent 100%, which bothered me.  I also like how smooth Japanese sounds, it rolls…