Month: February 2024

I want to say right off the bat, I didn’t like the vibe… I don’t know if it was the attendees or that everything was so laxed?  Or maybe they didn’t have coffee or cafe de olla?  Or maybe all the above? The venue was not really a place where I would have gone on…

I can get wild.  Feral. I can also be hyperfocused and goal-oriented.  And be very sweet. I’m like cryptocurrency.  Turbulent, but never bored. BTW, one of my friends told me to get more crypto, it’s on a massive rise.

Current playlist: Elley Duhé – Middle of the Night John Legend – Tonight (Best You Ever Had) Kenya Grace – Strangers Fiona Apple – Criminal Nelly Furtado – Promiscuous feat. Timbaland Usher – Love in this Club feat. Young Jeezy TLC – Red Light Special I canceled my Spotify but if anyone wants to share…

I’ve learned…it took a while but I understood the assignment. Life is a constant journey of growth and transformation. As I navigate through the ups and downs, it’s important to recognize the changes happening within myself.  This inner alchemy brings about a sense of maturity and self-awareness, adulting. I am going to bed sooner rather…

Let’s be clear.  I never had sex with him…but I knew he wanted to. He pursued me (TBH, I’ve only chased one dude before and that backfired.  I crashed and burned and I never allowed myself to do that again).  Anyway, I digress.  It was the allure of his British accent that drew me in. …

I think about karma a lot—the cause and effect of morality. I’ve done a lot of shitty things in the past and I paid the price for it.  I hope those who did me dirty get theirs.  I would love that for me.   To those who’ve ghosted, backstabbed, or generally brought the vibe down…I’m out…

I’ve been super stressed these days so I’ve been hitting the gym.  I’m trying to make myself mentally and physically stronger.  Each night, I’m there for between 60-90 minutes.  On the upside, it’ll increase my endurance, stamina, and flexibility, which is always a plus for fucking. I’ve been watching a lot of action, crime, noir,…

I’m surrounded by Pisces.  I’ve come to understand them quite well. My friend is no exception. She likes it when I read her texts with dudes so I can interpret them for her…because apparently, I think like a guy.  I think it’s more that IDGAF. Her: I don’t feeeel like he likes me.  LOL.  I…

Remember my friend asking me for advice on her situationship? She reenacted a scene of her last date.  She had told the guy she was dating others but that she felt the most connected with him.  This is when he began to slowly pull away from her and she became frazzled by this because to…

I met a friend online and she offered to do my astrology chart.  I figured, why not?  I know nothing about this sort of thing, except that I am a Gemini.  When I read this shit, I thought to myself, “This explains so fucking much.”  Bold parts are what gave me an epiphany. SUN, GEMINI,…

I’m gonna miss that MF.

It’s been a busy weekend already but I was able to slip in some time to do mesotherapy (vitamin C and hyaluronic acid) injections.  With the copious coffee consumption, I feel dehydrated and I can only imagine how my face must feel.  Aside from that, I’m also insecure about my looks. Whenever I take a…

Currently listening to: Forever – 수호 (Suho) He took me out on a date to a new sushi restaurant and I became a monster. There’s something about those eclectic rolls that turns me into a ravenous beast. Watch the fuck out! When it comes to sushi I have an insatiable appetite. Earlier today, my friend…

Before: IDGAF about anything. After: Guilty. There are some things that only a small circle of friends ought to know.

  This pretty much sums up our time in Florida. Traveling with her was a whole new experience. We explored new places, tried new foods, and laughed until it hurt. Men would approach us throughout our time there and let me tell you, she had a way of turning heads wherever we went. Her beauty…

On the menu: Appetizer: goat cheese & artichoke dip Salad: steak house salad Entree: 11 oz filet with lobster tail Sides: garlic mashed potatoes and creamed spinach Dessert: chocolate flourless cake As the salad was coming around, I was already full.  How the hell is someone supposed to eat all this? My ears were listening…

It’s self-explanatory.  Le sigh.

Multiple losses have plagued this year. How many more? A question I fear. A possible change in my career (not by choice) is in the future. It causes me to pause because I’m so unsure. This will break up our happy little family, our bond. I don’t know what to do…I go round and round….

When Taylor Swift announced her next album title, I felt inspired to write posts with the names of the track…from my lens. fortnight the tortured poet’s department my boy only breaks his favorite toys down bad so long, London but daddy i love him Florida!!! guilty as sin? who’s afraid of little old me? i…

This is the third death that I’ve become aware of in less than two weeks. Early Friday morning, a friend DM’d me about Jim’s passing.  I was in complete shock.  I almost dropped my phone, I know my mouth was ajar as I read the messages.  I mean I haven’t spoken with him or seen…

Tonight’s supper was a field greens salad with Parmesan vinaigrette, filet mignon 10 oz (medium), mashed potatoes, creamed spinach, and flourless chocolate espresso cake.  I had 2 cups of coffee to keep me going. The usual players plus a few newer people were there sans the CPS person (to know more read the pharma chronicles…